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Monday, April 25, 2011

hahahahahaha why in the hell do i ever try to get better?

anyone?

bueller?

yeah didn't think so.

it beats the shit out of me! seriously!! I tried for a simple weekend to be a normal human being but of course no way would that work. I'm getting a roommate next semester and i tried for a couple days to be normal and hang out with her family. Maybe, just maybe they would think I'm not a freak of nature.

what do i get to show for this vallant effort? 123 fucking pounds of lard plastered across my pooch. yeah. i know you know what a pooch is. well fuck. guess i'm back again.

not that i ever left. i just got too lazy to write a blog about my failure at life.

yeah. hi. i'm back.

xoxo
i love you all
sorry to have abandoned you.

5 comments:

OliviaApril 26, 2011 at 11:47 AM
Aww :( I'm sorry. It could be worth it, if you keep trying. It probably is worth it. I was eating normally-ish for a good 3 or 4 months before I started having troulbe eating again. You never know, you may be ok.
Good luck with whatever you choose to do, hun.
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Peridot (G+P)April 26, 2011 at 11:05 PM
YOU'RE ALIVE!! :D
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DaniApril 27, 2011 at 5:00 PM
missed u txt me sometime
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MichApril 30, 2011 at 10:21 PM
I missed you!!!!! Again...

Sorry you're feeling crappy tho. :( You don't fail at life. I think perhaps life is failing you. We should kick its butt. <3

xoxo
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MichMay 30, 2011 at 10:28 AM
You've abandoned us again.
>:(

COME BAAAAAAACK!!!!!
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