hahahahahaha why in the hell do i ever try to get better?

anyone?

bueller?

yeah didn't think so.

it beats the shit out of me! seriously!! I tried for a simple weekend to be a normal human being but of course no way would that work. I'm getting a roommate next semester and i tried for a couple days to be normal and hang out with her family. Maybe, just maybe they would think I'm not a freak of nature.

what do i get to show for this vallant effort? 123 fucking pounds of lard plastered across my pooch. yeah. i know you know what a pooch is. well fuck. guess i'm back again.

not that i ever left. i just got too lazy to write a blog about my failure at life.

yeah. hi. i'm back.

xoxo
i love you all
sorry to have abandoned you.