after the storm

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
...
And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
...
I won't die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.
...
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.
...

-Mumford and Sons

Oh mundane existence.
I'm re-reading Wintergirls and Wasted
BRILLIANT!

I'm getting skinny again... kind of...

not nearly enough though

hopefully at this rate, I'll have a heart attack..

"As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet"