Dream Sequence

Here I am, fatter than ever, and I can't seem to go back to my version of normal.

I gave it a shot, I played real-girl.

It was all a sham.
Now, all I want is to go back to MY normal.

I miss Alex, I broke that.
I miss bleeding, too risky, I gave that up.
I miss my bones, I can't break this habit of eating..
I miss my Nicole, poor thing, she just listens and listens
I miss my life.

Not this fake, play-normal, dream-sequence, Stepford life, but MY life.

I
WILL
NOT
EAT!!