Paper Bag: She doesn't know that I'm lying

Saturday, February 4, 2012

I'm fine....

**draws more red lines on herself**

**quietly wonders when her friends will call her countless bluffs**

"a strang equation, and an altogether too common belief: One's worth is exponentially increased with one's incremental disappearance"
"BE KIND, FOR EVERYONE YOU MEET IS FIGHTING A HARD BATTLE"
i'm prettier, she's thinner. she wins. i'm smarter, she's thinner. she wins. i'm nicer, she's thinner. she wins. i'm funnier, she's thinner. she wins. i'm better, she's thinner. she wins. i fast, i'm thinner. i'm thin. i win
"I may have an eating disorder, I may be depressed, I may be fragile and unstable, I may be all these terrible, ugly things; but I see things in the world that the others don’t – can’t. The normal people, the healthy people; they wake up in the morning, get out of bed andlive – and by living, so carefree, so engaged in the world, they can’t see it. They can’t see it. They feel so little - so little compared to the ones whose senses are so engaged and raw - not only to pain, but also to beauty."
"IF YOU LOVE HER, SHE WILL HUG YOU. IF YOU HATE HER, SHE WILL KNOW.... AND SHE WILL HUG YOU ANYWAYS"
"NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS, NOTHING"
"MONSTERS ARE REAL, AND GHOSTS ARE REAL TOO. THEY LIVE INSIDE US, AND SOMETIMES THEY WIN." -STEVEN KING
"A COLD PASSION BEATS WITHIN THESE VIENS. MY ANOREXIA, AND A DAILY STRUGGLE. THIS IS THE WAY MY LIFE HAS SHAPED IT'S WALLS TO MAKE MY PERSONALITY WHAT ANY ONE CLOSER TO NORMAL WOULD CALL CRAZY."